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Q: Self-prescribed Mania Sleep Treatment
Hello. My name is Brian and I've been diagnosed as Bi-Polar for 8 years now.
Furthermore, I seem prone only to manic episodes. It begins with an increase in
all activities on every level. An increase in my creativity, and a thirst to
understand everything I can. The first episodes I was hard put to stay focused
on one task, one subject. I kept multi-tasking every activity, every project.
Tangents were very common in my thinking. And then I require less and less
sleep, untill it no longer seems necessary at all. In fact, I couldn't
sleep. Even if I lay still and slowed my breathing as much as possible and
cleared my mind. It was no good. My thoughts came faster and faster and I was
prone to making correlations between things that need not be correlated. Then I
threw all rationality out the window and delved down obscure and freshly thought
of "reality tunnels" with complete and utter belief. My thinking made perfect
sense to me, but sadly, to no one else. So then I was committed and medicated to
a point of drooling on myself. My eyes became permanently dilated and my new
medicated "reality tunnel" left me timid, confused and out of synch with
everything, needless to say, including a new warped perception of all light
that I viewed. I know that most Bi-Polar people swing from highs to lows. But I
only get manic, like I said earlier. My thoughts race. And I am unable to
generate Delta brain waves and produce seratonin. I have discovered a way to
fall asleep when beginning a manic episode and subsequently it subdues an
episode. I simply wrap an ice pack in a towel a few times for insulation and put
it on my forehead as I lie in bed. Within 5 to 10 minutes I'm alseep. When I
awake usually 8 to 10 hrs latter, I feel fully rested and my mind is calm with
no racing thoughts. My question is there any vadility to this? Does slower
moving blood in my brain quell the racing thoughts enough to allow Delta waves
to kick in, and therefore produce the seratonin I was lacking? Or have I just
imprinted the sensation of a cool head with falling asleep? My hope is that this
is an external cure for an approaching episode, which is inexpensive enough and
so simplistic as to be previously overlooked.
Hello Brian --
Well, that's simple enough I might have some of my patients try it when they
can't fall asleep due to racing thoughts. Never heard of this. Could you
actually slow activity in the frontal lobes this way? I don't know; it would be
interesting to see if that might show up in a PET scan of the frontal lobes,
this local cooling effect. I find it hard to believe that the cooling would
penetrate enough to cool the brain itself but stranger things can happen (the
skull bone is so porous, yet dense; could it really allow that cooling effect to
get through?)
If it's just a learned association, as you point out,
that could still work pretty well, as it may be doing for you. By the way,
having "only manic episodes" is a well recognized variation, though not common
-- so you're definitely not alone there.
Dr. Phelps
Published October, 2004
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